3:35 PM
meet jean at 1230 at tamp mrt.. so earli leh... and its so warm... anyway.. had our lunch at changing appetites. their halloween decoration is very nice.. we ordered our favourite mussels.. and i had steak, medium rare.. its not bloody, but its quite raw. -.- but its still nice la. haha
after that we went paulaner for a drink. i din drink much la, i shared with jean since its 1 for 1. lol.
walked ard ms after that.. bought afew stuff. after that dear came, and we walk afew rounds ard suntec, finding the cheapest badminton racket. lol. $18 for a pair. lol. after that walk ard to buy shuttle cock, but its quite exp.. so we went back ms again, and bought my stuff. hehe. after that walk back to carrefour again. heng sia, their shuttlecock oni $7. lol. walk to n fro ms n suntec.. so tired.
ok pics!
changing appetites halloween deco
the stuff that i bought!
blackhead removal mask!
cosmetic fr watsons at $10. got scolded by mom sia. coz she said shldnt buy cheap cosmetics as girls' face are beri impt. later spoil my face. -.- well.. bobian no $$ mah. besides i like many many colours wan, but branded wan very exp
see!!
12 eyeshadow colours! 2 blush, 1 lipstick, 1 eyeliner, mascara and lip liner leh. all for $10!
bought at sasa. $1.80
1 blush, 1 lip, 3 eyeshadow applicators.
see, all the stuff i bought r cheap de. lol. no $$ mah. bobian. all thanks to some ppl out there.
anyway, pls make urselves free on 26th nov (sat). my 21st bd ok! no excuses! i book u all in advance liao
11:33 PM
so, do jio me out during wkends ok! haha..
just came back from a movie at tamp mall.. sucky movie sia. some nc16 (violence) movie called Election. its a hk movie abt those gangster leader, scheming to be the "zha fit yen" starring simon yam, tony liang jia hui, zhang jia hui and louis koo. u might think its a gd movie as the actors r those 影帝. but ur wrong man!!
1 thing i dun understand is that, why isit an NC16 (violence) movie when all the show is about toking n stuff.. oni 1 or 2 fighting scene lor.. lytat call violence? my god.. mi n dear were waiting for the real violence, but we were disappointed. summary of the show is that there are 2 candidates for the zha fit yen - tony and simon. tony act as some irritating leader, trying to bribe those senior uncles to vote for him, while simon is those very "nice" leader or watsoever. so both of their ppl search for the "baton", a symbol for zha fit yen.. -.-
i was telling dear, why isit nc16 violence sia. frankly, we both watch this movie coz its nc16 violence.. i rather watch gu wat zai leh.. and i dun even think gu wat zai is violent, though its banned in sg now. dear said of coz gu wat zai is violent la, they gang fight wan leh. LOL.
aww i miss gu wat zai.. why isit banned in sg leh? LOL. heng i watched it years n years ago b4 it was banned? i think now quite hard to find it liao. lol
papa say bring us go hk this nov, but not disneyland, he wont be going, coz he have to work.. he ask dear to go with us, coz, its better to have a guy ard mah.. but hk end yr will be raining n stuff, and i want to go disneyland lor, but now go hk oso nth to shop, coz mostly selling winter clothing.. i rather go bangkok, but mom wan go hat yai. if go thai, have to find afew guys to go along with us, coz thai quite dangerous, according to my mom.. but who will want to go with us? lol.
aiya, everything is not set.. papa tend to conveniently forget abt wat he said. lol.
pls, jio me out on wkends! LOL.
1:01 AM
after that we went back to tm and bought a necklace for fiona.. den we set off to fiona's 21st bd chalet at ecp.. after we parked and get off the car, we saw kazua! LOL. i was like.. eh.. this person sek sek leh.. turns out tat his car is parked beside ours. haha. den we tok awhile den he went off.. almost couldnt recognize him sia.. now fatten abit le.. las time so skinny. haha
hows my new skin? nice? haha. changed new tagboard too. haha.
ohya.. forget to say hor.. the bridal makeover tat im supposed to go to has closed!! tmdsssssssssssssssss. waste my $100 booking fee leh. *&^%$@#!@ dear was like, orbi lor. ask u dun sign up liao (it was ard 3yrs ago when i sign the package, its 3yrs open date) tmdsssssssssssss. but i still wan to take bridal makeover!!! sighs.. wait till i gt $$ ba.. which i think is probably ard afew yrs later. lol
3:23 AM
i was thinking of the irish pub at somerset ther.. brendon celebrated his bd over ther, booking the 2nd lvl for 700 or 800+, including food n drinks of coz.. but mom say lytat nobody will go, as in, my relatives they all sure duno wher is it mah..
but since the purpose of my this 21st bd is to earn angbao $$.. so mite as well make it at my ahma hse again lor.. though its quite inconvenient.. hais.. wat to do, no chalet available..
ok.. i've mentioned b4 that whenever i felt frustrated or watever, i will not tell anyone, i will juz blog.. well.. here i am..
as usual, im home, while dear is outside playing mahjong. maybe u all will think, y didnt i join him in the game? well.. firstly they got enuff kar.. 2ndly, im not gd enuff to play 3,6..
been asking dear for weeks, to let me play abit, while he guide me from behind or something.. he refused. so petty. tmds.. im so freaking bored. luckily im at my hse, at least i can surf net, although thers realli nth much to surf.. and my bro keep pestering me to let him play his game on my pc. its so irritating. i can watch tv, even when thers no program to watch..
im feeling so fedup. i dun mind them coming for mj, or watever, although it would mean tat i will be alone, and will be freaking bored.. but at least let me participate abit wat. tmds. but tat fu*cker just refused, i duno WHY! probably for some obscure reasons.
pekcek.. im so bored. although thers nowher to go.. but realli leh, he entertain himself with mj.. den me leh? self entertain. ask him let me play abit oso cannot.
sucks.. i hate it.. will anyone understand? or rather, will he understand?
10:54 PM
been enjoying my newly found freedom.. feeling so relaxed after exams.. watched tv the whole night.. taking naps.. been looking for ft jobs, den study pt degree. have to wait for my biz results though, to see if i qualify for degree in psb.. it will be an ez entry if i were to enrol into mdis.. but psb cert weightage is higher ba..
been wanting to meet up with old friends while i have the time..
saw ju's blog, turns out that she got some misunderstandings with her friends too.. lol. she always ask me not to help so much, ask me to let other ppl settle their own differences.. but seems like she always make the same mistake as me..
friends? whats the definition of friends?
A person you know well and regard with affection and trust
An associate who provides assistance
A person with whom you are acquainted
different ppl got different definitions of friends.. my definition of friends? very simple.. someone who will not harm me, be it physically, or emotionally. someone whom i can really trust, someone who will not betray me..
though i might have several "failed" friendships.. but i dun think its MY fault.. its money's fault.. its their fault for betraying my trust, for harming me.. i've done all i can as a friend.. but it appears that they have no conscience, no heart, no idea of what kind of wrong things u shld never do to ur fren..
i missed the times where i always hang out with a big group of friends, be it clubbing, or just some movies and hanging out at starhucks.. i used to frequent ps, for movies, pool, dinner, finally sit at starbucks with friends and crap through the night.. or even waiting for friends at taka chanel, to wait for time to pass den we'll go sparks.. used to see alot of friends by passing through taka area.. those were the days..
thik i wanna change skin le leh.. but duno to wat skin leh.. haha..
11:58 PM
damn suay lor.. now my monitor spoil.. keep going blank.. have to on off the monitor button den can see lor, but after 5 seconds it go blank again! tmds.. my pc only 4 months leh! so fast spoil meh.. my sis got no prob though. another thing very angry is that, i called their hotline, n the recorder say their office is open from 9-6. zz. and when i customize my dell pc, i opt for this 24x7 priority user phone support (round the clock access) at $42. tmds.. this means they got 24hrs hotline wat. den why when i call them they say they r CLOSED??
i make sure tml i will scold them.. first, i will ask about my monitor.. 2nd, i will ask them wat does this 24x7 thingy all abt.. n if they say it means tat 24hrs they r open, den i gonna %^&*($##@ them upside down.
anyway.. yesterday went to eat beef horfun with dear, ling jian n his gf.. after that go jln sultan ther, they play billiard lor.. so bored.. after tat mj at my place again.
went dear's niece 1yr old bd chalet at aloha changi.. it was raining so heavily!! and for the 1st time in nearly 4yrs, dear shelter me with umbrella! haha. after that went back dear's house n watch f1 n took a short nap. as todae is ahgong's bd, so he sent me over to ahma hse den he went off for some mj session AGAIN!
i think i very clever leh.. my monitor spoil, but my tv can connect to pc!! haha. so i connect my tv to my pc and thus, my tv become my temp monitor!! lol. not too bad hor, but the colour abit dark.. duno y.. den i on the small picture box at the corner for my tv use. lol. oso quite dark.. but can c abit lor. lol. im so clever~~ haha
2:27 PM
jean jio me together go psb study pt.. quite tempted la.. coz can work ft, n study pt degree, we can motivate each other mah.. coz she said quite siong, coz the pt studies i think is study every nite.. but the prob is duno whether psb recognize my mdis cert anot. zz
hais.. sad
wah so happy that im mentioned in yi's blog!!
she posted:
- linz - : Truely understands the meaning of "Friends" and never fails to make me feel unwanted.
- Chris - : linz love. Forever bringing in laughter.
Not forgetting Roy. Thou never see him much now, he's always there for anyone.
- Eunice - : Miles apart, but strongly hold on to ties, never to let go. One whom i can go wild with
and at the end of the day, she's the one to pull my reigns back to earth.
lol.. im being appreciated! im so honoured and happy! haha. time flies.. me n yi have known each other for like probably 3 or 4yrs.. though its not a long time.. but its enuff.. i rem the times wher yi, von n me used to slack at tamp coffee bean bitching ard.. tats the 1st time wher i finally realised the greatness of having such wonder girlfriends, and even bitching ard with them r so enjoyable!! tats the 1st time i realli feel like having close knitted frens n wonderful friendship.. we just sort of click out of a sudden.. used to oni noe her as someone's gf (break beri long ago) n out of a sudden we started toking. realised we have alot of common interests n stuff.. ppl who noe us thought that we have known each other for ages when we r oni acquainted for 1yr or so.. they were shocked! yes, tats how close we were..
she never failed to give me gd advices and of coz laughters.. i realli missed the times we hang ard.. be it watching soccer, or at kopibean.. even toking to her in irc is such an enjoyable thing..
i still rem the most recent time wher i go devils after i stopped clubbing for a yr+.. went with bailong n david n fiona.. mi n dear nber realli enjoy.. probably its the wrong crowd or something, afterall we have not seen each other for yrs.. sudden meet up for clubbing is abit weird.. but after yi n roger came, we proceed to dancing n playing ard.. the funny thing is tat, no matter how long we didnt see or tok to each other, whenever we meetup after tat long period of time, we still feel the closely knitted together feeling for each other.. tats very nan de.. i still rem a fight broke out at the dancefloor (we were oni at the table behind the dancefloor). as usual, all moved back to give them ample space for their fight, n roger got "separated" fr yi as bouncers came fr behind n pull roger back away.. instinctively, i grab for yi's hand n pull her towards me while dear hug me fr behind tightly.. haha..
after bouncers stopped the fight, roger came looking for yi.. yi was furious of coz.. in times of need, the person beside her aint roger, but me! haha. roger tried explaining n yi refused to listen. they were oni joking of coz. haha. n mi n yi scolded roger for "forsaking" her, n how if i nber pull yi to me, she would have been hurt or something. lol. den roger quickly ask his fren to re-enact the senerio again den he go carry yi off. LOL. it was such fun times....
roy of coz, forever a big brother to us.. making us laugh with his lame jokes..
of coz i have wonderful frens.. yes i noe.. but oni less than a handful.. i will nber forget them, as they oreadi have a place in my heart..
maybe some day when im free, i'll do something lytat too.. listing all of my wonderful frens... lol
12:01 AM
i told him i dun feel like working for my tat current job.. many of u will wonder y, since i oni started for awhile, and the $$ is not bad, summore work 4hrs oni everyday..
true.. but thers a prob.. the ppl ther r unfriendly.. my tat fren will oni be working till today, which is friday.. she worked for 3mths.. but oni tok to 1 person, the other 2 or 3, r juz bcoz the stuff tat we do r under their dept.. she oreadi warned me not to work ther fulltime, coz everyone is unfriendly, n they juz tok among themselves.. the previous girl b4 us work for a month oni, she keep working ot until machiam she's a fulltime staff, when she ask the other "colleagues" whether wanna go lunch together, nobody bother abt her. -.-
i can c la.. everyone juz tok among themselves n stuff.. when i come in or go hm, no one even bother to look at me, or even say hi or bye.. c la.. thsee kinda environment can work hw long?
i told dear abt it of coz.. n he juz think tat im being fussy.. coz when i 1st go to mdis, i oso complain no frens.. now juz work, oso complain no frens.. to him, its like, if i wan to noe frens ther, den i haf to take the initiative.. but u all shld noe tat i dun take the initiative wan.. besides, thers a gd example of someone taking the initiative n not being very nicely treated.
my tat fren told me she was shocked when she 1st started working ther.. n she cannot tahan, coz she's quite a cheerful n ez going person.. imagine with no ppl to tok to, time will pass so slowly even if its oni 4hrs..
ah well.. its either i find a long term pt (night) job, n continue with fulltime degree.. or fulltime job with pt degree.. but nt realli interested in pt degree coz.. oni go to sch afew times per week, its hardly enuff.. but if i haf no choice.. den..
the job is ok la.. some steps r quite complicating n troublesome.. i oso scared i do wrong.. den not beri nice oso.. haha. besides, i aint beri clear abt some steps oso. my fren told me all the things she taught me, mostly r the stuff she ownself go explore wan... coz thers nobody to teach her. zz
2:08 AM
why am i such a busybody? bcoz whenever i watched tv, whereby the 2 leads love each other until duno like wat.. den u noe la, oways gt alot of obstacles, or misunderstandings or watever shit happen to them.. while their close frens knew wat happen, knew how tat 2 felt for each other, yet they kept quiet bcoz of their so call "righteousness". so they juz sit by the fence n c how the 2 leads cry like hell, or complain like hell, or hurt each other.
u may say i watch too much dramas.. but, u cant deny that all these, really happen in real life.
my thinking is that, if those so call close frens can tell the 2 person how they realli felt abt each other, or watever tat is happening, alot of misunderstandings, or conflicts can be avoided. n tat 2 person can happily (or maybe unhappily) get together n stuff.
even if its an unhappy r/s, at least both have been together b4, have oreadi tried their best in make the r/s work, thers nothing to lose. if the close frens juz keep quiet n let them "kill" each other, supposedly tat 2 can get together happily, they will ruin a perfect r/s.
tat is why i oways assumed the role of a peacemaker. no matter its r/s, or frenships.
of coz if it works, den ppl will thank u n stuff. if not, ppl will juz blame u for introducing such a person. tat is also y i NEVER will introduce ANYONE gf/bf. so, dun call me to intro ok? haha
i dun mind "helping" to make peace, to me, its a kind of "credit". of coz it will lead to many tense period n conversations, its unavoidable. but if these tense conversations can in turn help them, i dun realli mind. afterall, alot of ppl may haf oreadi think that im not a very nice person.
pls dun be mistaken tat i am complaining. i am just trying to let u all noe why i be such a kpo, "passing messages" for both sides, helping each other to put in a gd word (which they probably dun need) bcoz i noe both love each other, but due to some childish or even rash moments, they ruin the r/s by words, by actions, n both ended up getting hurt.
of coz now, i wont say or do anything, unless i think it is necessary, or i realli think its too much, so much tat i cant bear to juz sit by the fence n do nth.
ok slp time.. gonna work tml morning. hehe
9:56 PM
as usual.. insomnia lor.. lie dw on bed at 430am.. but 6am den slp.. summore slp oso keep waking up n stuff.. in the end alarm went off at 1030am... sux man..
decided to go to work, n probably take a part time degree.. its for the best i guess. anyway, i'll be starting work tml, at tamp cpf building, standard chartered bank.. not bad.. $7/hr, 4hrs a day.. i accepted it bcoz i was still considering for degree.. well.. its ok la.. thers a chance to convert to full time staff anyway, if nt, i will juz find another job? haha
im dead tired.. will go to slp after watching all my tv progs. haha.
as i said, its nobody's fault, and i dun blame anyone. its my fault to be insensitive, and maybe too sensitive as well.. contradicting? lol.. as i said, nobody will or can understand.
but dun worry, thers no hard feelings between us.. as i said, i noe wher my mistake lies.
realli, dun worry. im realli fine. its over, dun tok abt it again.
anyway.. haf oreadi decided not to take up the degree course.. its abt $$ of coz.. im oreadi 21, i dunwan to be dependent on my family. i wan to work, earn $$, give my mom, pay for the car tat is shared by dear n me..
not only $$, im oso beri much afraid of the stress..
though i very much wan to be a degree holder, but, its ok.. i can take up part time degree.. as i told dear many times, we haf to earn as much $$ as we can while we r still young. everything or anything can wait. $$ is more impt.. studies? well.. u cant haf the best of both worlds..
finally, after 5pm tml, oh i mean later on, i will be free. free from studies, free fr stress..
5:35 PM
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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how true.. haha..
anyway... thx jean.. for consoling n encouraging me.. at least i noe ther is someone out ther who realli appreciate wat i do..
dun worry.. everything is fine.. tml, i will still be smiling n laughing
8:47 PM
is in a foul mood rite nw. im near to tears.. i feel so wrongly accused. i feel so tired of everythin.. so tired of being lied to, being the bad person, being neutral, being misunderstood, being helpful, being me.
its not tat im complaining, or watever. i understand everything. i realli do. and i appreciate tat u guys trust me, tats y u ppl will confide in me. i realli appreciate.
as usual, miscommunications, but apparently tat person dun admit.. think its me whos kicking a big fuss n blah. so as usual, me again. as usual, i am the bad guy. as usual, i have to be the bad person.
no matter how many times i got said or watever by ppl, who can i complain to? y isit always me? just now realli say until i wan to cry... isit insensitive of me trying to help, trying to make things not to turn out so ugly, trying my very best to be neutral, coz i dunwan to take sides, if nt a will say i side b, n b say i side a. den tell me wat shld i do? neutral oso wrong, take sides oso wrong.
y do i feel tat they r implying that im a double-headed snake, tat when i face a, i side a, when i face b, i side b. wat is this? when im juz trying to help to make peace.. it juz broke my heart... tat nobody understand..
maybe they dun realli believe wat i told them.. maybe they think tat im juz being a busybody, being such a nuisance.. thinking im juz someone whos trying to make things worse, dun believe my words when i responded with har? wah y lytat! so guo fen!, when they told me wat happen.
i think in future i will juz keep quiet, be indifferent to everything. i dun mind ppl confiding in me n stuff, if frens still will after reading this entry. i will juz give my own opinions. only opinions, not advices. or maybe i shouldnt even say anything, i will just LISTEN and keep quiet. i will not side anyone, i will not help anyone. i will juz mind my freaking biz n keep my freaking mouth shut.
whenever im angry, i will not find anyone to complain. i will juz keep to myself. i will juz scold my tv, scold my comp, or scold my bed, or juz type rubbish in my blog, which is wat im doing now.
i think im pathetic. no so call best frens, even when im in sch. no one whom i can proudly call, my best fren, or my best gf, my best sister, my best buddy. no one whom i can really confide into. someone who oways will be ther for me. someone who can really understand me.
i c ppl still hanging out happily with their sec sch frens or even pri sch frens after being graduated for years. but me? lol. nobody contact me (often). not tat im trying to be pitiful or something.. but juz in the process of 自我检讨, isit the way i treat ppl? or i dun treat frens gd enuff? is tat y i oways land up with so many daijis?
ju onced said to me, she said i shld curb my temper. though frens may say frens shld tolerate each other.. but still its for my own good. i agree. i noe. or mayb i shld say, my temper has improved alot. the times wher u ppl c mi with a temper, im not realli angry u noe.. how shld i say? nobody, and i mean NOBODY, ever seen me really flaring up. even if ther r somebody, its oni afew times.
yes, my temper is very quick. i can get angry in an instant, but i can also cheer up in an instant. my temper comes quickly, n fades away as quickly too. i forgive, but i do not forget. its the same as this case, though thers no one to forgive, but i wont forget wat happen even though i am forgetful.. some things u can just never forget, no matter how absent-minded u r.
ok back to studies.
8:40 PM
God gave us life not to ruin it; but to turn the obstacles He gave us: i found this in my directory.. think its quite meaningful, for some parts of coz. i think God should be disappointed in us.. He gave us brains to think, to work in order to provide us with shelters n food, but apparently some uses the brains to plot, to lie, to scheme against others - friends, families. duno y.. whenever i watch dramas, i c the so call deep friendships, it sets my mind thinking.. is it possible to find such frens? i c the romantic love among them, is it possible to find such love? is it possible for friends, or even lovers to show such methods to display their loyalty n their love for each other? i think i think too much. hahaha
problems like broken friendship; family problems;
failing results; overwhelming sadness; pissifying anger;
into something worth our concern,
attention; to treat them as part of life; and take them in stride;
no use trying to use force; no use trying to make things your way;
they will become yours if they were meant to;
if not; things will just leave without a bye; that goes; maybe for friendship.
God gave and set us difficulties; to make us a stronger person;
to learn how to deal with similar case; in future when we meet them;
God gave us eyes; to see the beautiful world;
God gave us ears; to hear the sounds of the inner beauty;
God gave us nose; to breathe and smell the fragrant of life;
God gave us mouth; not to backstab but to speak the inner voices;
God gave us skin; the world's most wonderful clothing;
to touch the world; to feel others' need.
n most of all; God gave us heart and soul; to love, to care, to share;
with everyone in your life; even your enemies; hatred dun last forever;
if they just die the next moment; regret; most will be.
i don like regrets; everything shall be gone; in a pool of thoughts;
treasure life; it dun suck.
think in a way that if the world dun suck; we will all fall off.
the purpose of life; to experience a whole new extravaganzer;
to turn all the setbacks into positive aspects; to achieve god's mission for you;
it is:to enjoy life to the fullest; forgive and forget; learn to love and be loved.
one life; live it; cherish it
God gave us heart, to keep us alive, to feel heartaches n happiness, to lead us, to let us know what is right n what is wrong. n again, some ppl uses their hearts, oh, i shld say, they dun use their hearts at all, their conscience, which they have none. how can they sleep in peace, eat with peace, spend everyday being so happy after they land their friends into deep trouble? how can they give up friendships for their own selfish acts?
i thought all those things tat happened to me, i thought they dun bother me anymore, i thought i can forget about them, i thought i can be nonchalant to it when i was reminded, or when i was talking about it.. it seems that i am wrong. i am still bothered by it, i am still being affected about it..
will i 1 day can really forget and understand? i dun think so.. whenever i want to trust someone wholeheartedly, ther will always be something to wake me, to remind me that no one, can be trusted.
9:12 PM
anyway.. finally now can relax for abit.. quite tired lately.. due to the late nite sleep everyday.. realised that no matter how tired i am, when i juz lie on my bed n try to sleep, i will juz toss n turn..
so angry todae.. supposed to meet tat kkb ace for lunch at mdis... he made me to meet ther at 12nn, coz tats the time he finish his class.. turn out tat he nber go sch! when i called him, he said: eh kailin, paiseh leh i nber go sch. another day den meet hor i beri tired leh. wah lao eh! i jitao &^%$#@! LOL. dua me leh tat stupid pilot. tmds. heng i saw brendon n jackie on the way to sch, so called them to join them. turn out tat mel was in the library all along! tmds.. duno y i nber c them at the library when i was ther. -.- anyway, i quite short sighted la. hahaa. dear oways scold me pajiao. lol
tat mdis oso la.. u c the notice put the sch how nice how nice.. geiko when i reached ther on mon.. oso lytat oni.. look like sec sch lor. wher gt so nice sia. quite disappointed. lol. its 2 bus stop away fr queenstown.. but it will take ard 10min walk if u dunwan to take bus. i duno hw to walk.. so i took bus ther, den walk with the rest. hahaha. i direction-ediot la as u all noe. lol. i can even get lost in bedok res 600+ las time.. the place i lived for 10+yrs. lol
the unknown blogger prob: i've to keep logging in just to blog! once i login once, after that i click the dashboard, i haf to log in again. den i click create post, i haf to log in again. later after i click submit, i will have to log in AGAIN!!
anyway... econs exam is ok.. lucky for me n ju that we studied 1 macro qn.. lol. i think we both will gain the most marks fr there. shld be able to pass la.. got some calculations right n wrong..
lucky tat i oni need ard 30marks to pass this paper, as my test results r quite gd (thanks to jean of coz!)
dear n alvin n roy n spare part r at my hse on sat.. for mj of coz, wat else... i agreed to let them come over coz i noe i've oreadi prepared much for my econs.. so its ok.. i refused to let dear come on fri though. hahaha.
lucky that i've started to study since thursday... i still watch alot of tv la of coz.. dear said tat.. wkends were burnt as usual.. been staying at hm since thurs..
meet up with jean earlier in the nite, asking her for pom calculation help. turns out tat we managed to tackle another few qns! haha. now we both can do the 2 maths qn (5 theory qns n 2 maths qn for the paper, we oni haf to do 4 qns). lol. so my theory quite slack.. anyway no much time to study oso lor.
will be able to relax for abit after tml pom paper.. lol. nx paper will be on monday! hrm.. quite ok la. haha. something tat u can bla ur way thru.
mite be due to my over-suspicious nature.. but somehow i feel that everyone is keeping a distance from me... everyone is being cold to me.. mayb its time for me to 自我检讨.. did i do something to irritate them? or mayb im overly suspicious..
hope my blogger wont ki siao again
