2:00 AM
as i said, its nobody's fault, and i dun blame anyone. its my fault to be insensitive, and maybe too sensitive as well.. contradicting? lol.. as i said, nobody will or can understand.
but dun worry, thers no hard feelings between us.. as i said, i noe wher my mistake lies.
realli, dun worry. im realli fine. its over, dun tok abt it again.
anyway.. haf oreadi decided not to take up the degree course.. its abt $$ of coz.. im oreadi 21, i dunwan to be dependent on my family. i wan to work, earn $$, give my mom, pay for the car tat is shared by dear n me..
not only $$, im oso beri much afraid of the stress..
though i very much wan to be a degree holder, but, its ok.. i can take up part time degree.. as i told dear many times, we haf to earn as much $$ as we can while we r still young. everything or anything can wait. $$ is more impt.. studies? well.. u cant haf the best of both worlds..
finally, after 5pm tml, oh i mean later on, i will be free. free from studies, free fr stress..
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