God gave us life not to ruin it; but to turn the obstacles He gave us:
problems like broken friendship; family problems;
failing results; overwhelming sadness; pissifying anger;
into something worth our concern,
attention; to treat them as part of life; and take them in stride;
no use trying to use force; no use trying to make things your way;
they will become yours if they were meant to;
if not; things will just leave without a bye; that goes; maybe for friendship.

God gave and set us difficulties; to make us a stronger person;
to learn how to deal with similar case; in future when we meet them;
God gave us eyes; to see the beautiful world;
God gave us ears; to hear the sounds of the inner beauty;
God gave us nose; to breathe and smell the fragrant of life;
God gave us mouth; not to backstab but to speak the inner voices;
God gave us skin; the world's most wonderful clothing;
to touch the world; to feel others' need.

n most of all; God gave us heart and soul; to love, to care, to share;
with everyone in your life; even your enemies; hatred dun last forever;
if they just die the next moment; regret; most will be.

i don like regrets; everything shall be gone; in a pool of thoughts;
treasure life; it dun suck.
think in a way that if the world dun suck; we will all fall off.

the purpose of life; to experience a whole new extravaganzer;
to turn all the setbacks into positive aspects; to achieve god's mission for you;
it is:to enjoy life to the fullest; forgive and forget; learn to love and be loved.

one life; live it; cherish it

i found this in my directory.. think its quite meaningful, for some parts of coz. i think God should be disappointed in us.. He gave us brains to think, to work in order to provide us with shelters n food, but apparently some uses the brains to plot, to lie, to scheme against others - friends, families.
God gave us heart, to keep us alive, to feel heartaches n happiness, to lead us, to let us know what is right n what is wrong. n again, some ppl uses their hearts, oh, i shld say, they dun use their hearts at all, their conscience, which they have none. how can they sleep in peace, eat with peace, spend everyday being so happy after they land their friends into deep trouble? how can they give up friendships for their own selfish acts?

i thought all those things tat happened to me, i thought they dun bother me anymore, i thought i can forget about them, i thought i can be nonchalant to it when i was reminded, or when i was talking about it.. it seems that i am wrong. i am still bothered by it, i am still being affected about it..

will i 1 day can really forget and understand? i dun think so.. whenever i want to trust someone wholeheartedly, ther will always be something to wake me, to remind me that no one, can be trusted.

duno y.. whenever i watch dramas, i c the so call deep friendships, it sets my mind thinking.. is it possible to find such frens? i c the romantic love among them, is it possible to find such love? is it possible for friends, or even lovers to show such methods to display their loyalty n their love for each other?

i think i think too much. hahaha