oh well.. i think i shld kick my habit of being such a busybody
why am i such a busybody? bcoz whenever i watched tv, whereby the 2 leads love each other until duno like wat.. den u noe la, oways gt alot of obstacles, or misunderstandings or watever shit happen to them.. while their close frens knew wat happen, knew how tat 2 felt for each other, yet they kept quiet bcoz of their so call "righteousness". so they juz sit by the fence n c how the 2 leads cry like hell, or complain like hell, or hurt each other.
u may say i watch too much dramas.. but, u cant deny that all these, really happen in real life.
my thinking is that, if those so call close frens can tell the 2 person how they realli felt abt each other, or watever tat is happening, alot of misunderstandings, or conflicts can be avoided. n tat 2 person can happily (or maybe unhappily) get together n stuff.
even if its an unhappy r/s, at least both have been together b4, have oreadi tried their best in make the r/s work, thers nothing to lose. if the close frens juz keep quiet n let them "kill" each other, supposedly tat 2 can get together happily, they will ruin a perfect r/s.
tat is why i oways assumed the role of a peacemaker. no matter its r/s, or frenships.
of coz if it works, den ppl will thank u n stuff. if not, ppl will juz blame u for introducing such a person. tat is also y i NEVER will introduce ANYONE gf/bf. so, dun call me to intro ok? haha
i dun mind "helping" to make peace, to me, its a kind of "credit". of coz it will lead to many tense period n conversations, its unavoidable. but if these tense conversations can in turn help them, i dun realli mind. afterall, alot of ppl may haf oreadi think that im not a very nice person.
pls dun be mistaken tat i am complaining. i am just trying to let u all noe why i be such a kpo, "passing messages" for both sides, helping each other to put in a gd word (which they probably dun need) bcoz i noe both love each other, but due to some childish or even rash moments, they ruin the r/s by words, by actions, n both ended up getting hurt.
of coz now, i wont say or do anything, unless i think it is necessary, or i realli think its too much, so much tat i cant bear to juz sit by the fence n do nth.
ok slp time.. gonna work tml morning. hehe
Jerlyn Liselle