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Sunday, October 23, 2005
3:23 AM

sibei sian

father asked how come i dunwan to celebrate my bd at some disco or something.. which is wat youngsters normally do.. with booking the tables, or even some section, will cost quite abit, n i aint sure if it include alcohol.. but i think it will be quite a bad idea since i dun realli like to drink, and since is bd, everyone sure ask me to drink. -.-

i was thinking of the irish pub at somerset ther.. brendon celebrated his bd over ther, booking the 2nd lvl for 700 or 800+, including food n drinks of coz.. but mom say lytat nobody will go, as in, my relatives they all sure duno wher is it mah..

but since the purpose of my this 21st bd is to earn angbao $$.. so mite as well make it at my ahma hse again lor.. though its quite inconvenient.. hais.. wat to do, no chalet available..

ok.. i've mentioned b4 that whenever i felt frustrated or watever, i will not tell anyone, i will juz blog.. well.. here i am..

as usual, im home, while dear is outside playing mahjong. maybe u all will think, y didnt i join him in the game? well.. firstly they got enuff kar.. 2ndly, im not gd enuff to play 3,6..

been asking dear for weeks, to let me play abit, while he guide me from behind or something.. he refused. so petty. tmds.. im so freaking bored. luckily im at my hse, at least i can surf net, although thers realli nth much to surf.. and my bro keep pestering me to let him play his game on my pc. its so irritating. i can watch tv, even when thers no program to watch..

im feeling so fedup. i dun mind them coming for mj, or watever, although it would mean tat i will be alone, and will be freaking bored.. but at least let me participate abit wat. tmds. but tat fu*cker just refused, i duno WHY! probably for some obscure reasons.

pekcek.. im so bored. although thers nowher to go.. but realli leh, he entertain himself with mj.. den me leh? self entertain. ask him let me play abit oso cannot.

sucks.. i hate it.. will anyone understand? or rather, will he understand?