i don't know how to start this entry..
i think the pensive, sensitive mood came back again. don't ask me why, i don't know..
what do i get in return for trying to be helpful?
irresponsibility, sai kang etc etc.
what do i get in return for trying to express concern?
snappy, irritable, 敷衍, eng siew, etc etc replies.
or maybe i deserve it, afterall, i am not very good with words, or expressing my care n concern.. even though closer ones may know that this is just me, but sometimes u cant expect anyone, everyone to understand, they r not obliged to 迁就 u.
so i concluded that since nothing good comes out of it, next time i shall just mind my own business, keep my bloody mouth shut, close both eyes to everything n stop asking things.
don't mind me, i am ok. just need a "listening ear", n blogging is the main source for me to vent my frustration.
Jerlyn Liselle