sorry for not updating, been busy..
anyway, watched spideyman 3 with roy n abby yesterday. find it quite nice.. wont say anything more, later i spoil the show for u. hahaah.
baked cookies for the second time.. n yep, i've improved. dear, mum they all commented that it taste better than the first. hehehe
been getting used to being alone in school. yep, mel n ju din come to school recently - for whatever reasons, i do not know, i din ask.. this is just me lah.. u tell me, i will listen, if u dun, i wont ask.
nowadays i dun even ask if they r coming to class, coz by 930-945am they r not in class, i know they r not coming.
i duno what r they busy with though, or maybe just purely overslept, or too many programs.. i wont say i am perfect, i too have my lazy days, especially during world cup, i skipped many lessons..
but at least i dare to say now, i sleep early, i dun go out till too late at night, even if i sleep late, i will still go to school the next day with just a few hours of sleep n of coz, work. unless i really overslept lah.. haha.. but these few days, with the rainy mornings n late nights, i nearly over slept.. i woke up at 730 instead of 7am. lol.
what to do.. i am not as smart, i have to put double the effort n be more hardworking.. even so, our results r still almost the same. lol.
nonono, i am not being sarcastic or offensive.. these r just how i think.
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sometimes do u feel utterly disappointed in humans, friends?
sometimes i really duno how should i feel..
i duno about others, but for me, i make it a point to try NOT to borrow stuff from people, especially $$. even if i do, i make sure i return asap.
its very funny how when they want to borrow from u, they r very free, they just call n ask n then 30-60mins later they will reached n collect whatever they want from u.
afterwhich, when u tried to ask for it back several times, they r just so busy that they cant even schedule a time to return to u, though they r very free when they need something from u.
im just damn frustrated lah.
its not that im petty, or geigao with little stuff.
i just feel that i were to borrow ppl's things, i will want to return it asap, to create the least inconvenience as possible. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i am more or less obliged to take the initiative to return to ppl without them asking for it. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i will try to create less inconvenience, will try to give them back their stuff, even if they r too busy to meet me elsewhere, i will try to find other means to return them, n not just sit back n kiao kar n totally forget about it.
another incident whereby dear n me waited at bishan for roy n abby for more than 1 hour! 1 hour n 20mins to be exact.
were supposed to go prawning.. we reached at 955 when we r meeting at 10.
it was very crowded.. so we waited in the car n i asked dear to call roy n ask if we wanna change place or make other plans..
it was 1030 when dear called him.. n he said they r on the way.
at 1045, i lost my patience.
called scan up n they wanted mj.. so i said, my friend is on their way here, so i'll call u back.
in the end, they reached at 1115 n scan they all have already went jy's house for mj.
great.
i was utterly pissed n disgusted with roy n abby. i mean, its ok if u r late.. but 1 hr n 20mins?! n when we called, u said u r on the way.
wth? then we have to nua there. dear specifically told him that we r leaving soon coz its way too crowded there n we waited long enough. roy asked to wait coz they r on the way.
dun lie what. at least let us know u r still waiting for abby then we can go elsewhere.
duh.
so, i give them what i am best at - my black face.
guess what, abby gave me her black face too.
zz.
we din talk till now.
i have every right to give them my black face. i dun think abby got any when she is the one we were waiting for. no sorry no nothing from her, just a black face. its not my bloody fault that they r late for 1hr n 20mins.
i was so damn pissed. dear tried giving in to me n keep asking if i wanna eat, prawn.. i told him i was damn bloody full n lost all interest.
he asked is it i wanna go mj so much, if i want, we'll just go. i told him its not that im dying to play mj. just that we r fucking decomposing there, waiting like 2 idiots, now we still have to see them prawn. if they r so late, just bloody tell us lah, what the hell is wrong with them. this is what i am pissed about, not because i cant play mj.
i told dear that next time i shall let them wait for 1 hr n 20mins, see if they r as pissed as me.
whats the world coming to?
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cute eh? thanks to levyne for editting. lol
Jerlyn Liselle