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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
2:45 PM

sadded

i was absolutely scareded, moodless, sad n hurt last night after a conversation on msn after uploading those pics into friendster...

let me paste it here.. i wont say its who though.


Friend: wah linz
Me: ?
Friend: y ur new pics... abit 0-o"
Me: har
Me: simi yi si
Me: what is 0-o"
Friend: u muz go diet k
Friend: lol
Me: lol
Friend: i machiam saw a pregant Lady zhi lian..
Friend: lmao
Friend: chris feed u too much isit
Me: wah
Me: which photo looks particularly fat?
Friend: blue dress
Me: i got wear blue dress meh
Friend: or.. isit tat dark blue costume
Friend: lol
Me: har
Me: black dress isit?
Friend: ooh
Me: that wan look fat meh
Friend: tats bLack ar.. i tot blue
Me: is dress or tube
Friend: lmao
Friend: watever
Me: Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Friend:new yr eat too much si boh
Friend: lol
Me: this wan ah
Friend: haha
Friend: this oso loko abit
Friend: look*
Me: or u mean this Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Me: i think is photo lah
Friend: yah la
Me: that is white dress
Me: -.-""
Me: u colour blind
Friend: i mean the blAck 1 oso u look abit fat lo
Me: hmm i think is the photo bah
Me: coz in real was quite skinny
Me: LOL
Friend: lmao
Friend: so u bLaming the dress la
Friend: LOL
Me: no lah
Me: the white dress was meant to be abit loose de
Friend: oic
Me: the black wan was quite fitting
Friend: omg
Friend: dan u better go Diet la
Friend: lmao
Me: ya
Friend: but dan oso not so kuang zhang till no eat ur meals la
Friend: dun eat supper can lioaz
Me: i seldom eat supper leh
Friend: eat sweet stuff?
Friend: lol
Me: ok lor
Me: i din change any eating habits leh
Friend: AlA do more exercise la
Friend: tats the best way le


towards the end i was so hurt n sad that i cant be bothered to reply.

i really think its the photo lor.. i dun look fat wearing those dresses, at least, no one commented that i am fat or i dun look good in those dresses. ok lah, the white dress does look abit fat, but it is MEANT to be wore loose.. if its fitting then its not girlish anymore. the black dress is really fitting.. i really look skinny in real, n dear even complimented that it showed my figure n waist, though nothing much to flaunt about.


i called dear last night n complained about this conversation. dear was like wtf? n he assured me that i do NOT look fat in those dresses. he also assured me that i am NOT fat though he always disiao me about being fat, n asked me to ignore him. he said i only got baby fats, which i duno whether to be sad or happy coz theres no way to remove baby fats.

anyway.. i was extremely sad n hurt.. coz that particular friend sound as if i am as fat as a pig.. dear find it so hilarious when i said that.

it is NOT funny!!!!!!!!!!!


even leonard also said i fa fu le..


ok lah, i admit i did fa fu.. but not to this extent like what my friend said right!!!??? right....???