4:12 AM
i know abt something long ago, but its only i dunwan to accept...
i felt sad, unloved, forgotten, shocked (maybe not too much of it), deeply shaken..
i realised it long ago, but i just refused to accept it.. thinking of reasons n excuses to make up for it, believing that im not being forgotten, not believing in wat my heart and mind tells me.. but it seems like im wrong, and i have no choice but to accept, and believe.
perhaps its just my own fault..
perhaps im nt gd enuff..
perhaps we r not as close as we believed..
perhaps our characters aint beri much alike afterall..
perhaps i think too much..
perhaps im too sensitive..
perhaps.......
there are so many perhaps in my mind.. there are also so many negative emotions n thinking in me.. what shld i believe in? or rather, what else can i believe in?
i just feel so pathetic n neglected.. or maybe its due to the wc? no, i dun think so.. its something else...
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