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hais. i think im abit crazy. i dun think thers any girls who like their guys being super protective, or clingy. lol. all girls like to hear those honey words, though not many of us will really believe them, but we juz like to hear them.
i think i watch too many dramas, i gt infected with their lovey dovey honey words. though the stories r fr jap comics, but, its real sweet lo. its something that u can oni find in dramas n shows, but nt in reality, though i very much wanted to hear those words, or experience those emotions.
as i watched, i think to myself the following,
- is there someone who love me as much as the lead male actor love the female lead?
- will anyone say those touching words to me?
- will anyone call out my name when they r slping, or will oni think of me when they needed my help?
- will anyone love me so much that he's willing to die for me? (ok this is too exaggerating. lol)
- will anyone fight for me, or protect me, or do anything for me?
- will my presence means the world to someone?
- will someone make me feel so loved like i nber do feel b4?
and the list goes on...
am i expecting too much? anyway, they r oni my tots la.. was juz wondering to myself if these will happen to me. lol.
ppl ard me agree tat i love dear more den he love me.. ok la, the exact words r, they think i teng dear more den he teng me.. isit realli true? i duno wher the impression comes fr though.. all along i tot he's the one who doted on me more den i dote him. this realli make me think even more.
time to do something abt it? lol. my elders oways tell me that guys r all the same, during courtship, they treat u like an empress, a princess. as time goes by, the longer u get together, the guys will slowly take u for granted, n wont be treating u as gd, esp after marriage.
i used to think that dear wont do this to me. but at times, i realli do feel tat dear doesnt treat me as well as b4... i think its a mutual thing la. as time goes by, we take each other for granted. its human nature i guess.
but at the same time, dear do treat me very gd at times.. probably the times wher he teng me, frens ard me didnt get to c it ba. lol.
i dun realli like the idea of me teng-ing my guy more den he teng me. fr my previous failed relationships, its not a gd thing that i teng my guy more. i used to give all out, giving 100% support, but i gt nth in return, except for the pain n hurt, not forgeting heartbreaks.. i guess a part of me is still hiding.
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