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think, just a normal "fren", seldom tok, nber c each other b4, summore he's actually a fren of jedi. but he's still willing to help.. better den some other ppl i would say.
ok... now im nt as stress.. coz actually acg dun haf tat much of theories as i 1st expected.. of coz i will be more relaxed coz i can haf more brain cells for fm. lol. mel mentioned that hw r we going to finish writing so many things in 2hrs when we haf to write 3-4pgs per question, meaning we haf to write a total of 8pgs for 2 qns. -.- still haf to check calculations leh?
hm.. i decided nt to stress myself again. so i try to avoid thinking abt it. haha.
i was real stress of thurs afternoon when i juz started studying.. i was in tears when i couldnt memorized wat im studying for less than an hr. i duno wat got onto me, but i juz felt so stressful that i realli wanted to quit. dear scolded me siao coz its a waste of $$. since im the one who wanted to study, y shld i quit since im oreadi halfway thru..
it was till he got hm n call me den he realised i've been crying. lol. of coz he kept encouraging me, saying i can do it.. he gt the faith n confidence in me. he said since i can haf such gd results for my adv dip, i surely can achieve a better result for my degree.. no doubt he's trying to encourage me, but to me, its another form of pressure. if i aint got gd results, he mite be disappointed, though he will say its ok as long as i've tried my best.
but i would say tat he's really sorta my pillar of strength.. i noe many of u nt gonna believe this, coz most of u would say that im sorta the domineering one in this r/s. but sometimes i oso beri meek wan u noe. its sort of roleplaying la. depending on the situation of coz. but his words realli gave me alot of comfort n assurance. i noe i can trust him in alot of things, which i couldnt say for any other guys, i nber trust a guy so much b4. i noe he wont betray me or let me down. and he see ppl beri zhun. lol. he usually ask me to clear off some of my frens for some reasons which r usually true.
it was lucky that i was out with them, n of coz meeting dear afterwards to alicia's hse for mj.. u guys mite think y shld i stay out till late when im having 3 papers nx wk, i shld be studying at hm..
aiya.. i can oni study 1 topic at a time lor. if i start studying fm when its the 2nd paper, i will juz forget abt it coz i noe 1st paper is acg, i shld oni focus on that.
luckily acg nt as much theories..
so me n mel gave ourselves a night off or something, just to relax...
think later going xiaoyi's hse, mi n mel gotta do the calculations together ba.. lol.
anyway, i probably going to switch to major in marketing after 2nd yr, but its in part time coz they oni haf part time.. -.- its better to major i guess..
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