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Friday, November 25, 2005
2:44 PM

damn pissed off

sibei dulan. now machiam everything is my freaking fault. its my freaking fault that he dunwan to start doing his homework earlier, which leads to him rushing his homework, sleeping late, and so tired. its my fault that its my birthday tml. its my fault that i have to celebrate my 21st bd tml. its my fault that he is tired and dunwan to wake up todae. its my fault that his mj session is starting at 6+ instead of the usual 8+. its my fault that the stupid supermarket is closed at 10 on wed, making us cant buy drinks. its my fault that he have to go orc to find my bd present.

yest oreadi agreed that we will go supermarket and buy drinks today, den deliver to ahma hse, after that go play mj. so he said he will be going to orc 1st, so i ok lor. as long as evening time we go n buy our drinks. called him to wake up since 1230. keep putting off the time, coz he is tired and slpy as he stayed up till 5am to do his homework. tats not my fault rite?

since now he say mj at 6+pm instead, so ok la. he go town den after that still can buy drinks wat. he can oso tell his frens to change the time to 7+ instead, coz we gt things to do. lytat beri guo fen meh?

now i kana say that im selfish, oni care abt my stuff, he cannot do his own stuff. wtf?

yes i noe, tml can buy. but, tml i have to go do my hair, den go parkway to collect my shoes. still got time to buy drinks? duh. lytat tml rush like simi sai lytat. den later tml rush here n ther, den he gonna kp me again.

now its my fault. its my fault that im so troublesome. its my fault that my mom cooked my dinner coz he said i will be having dinner at my place.

so is it realli all my freaking fault?

is it my fault that im going mel's place later for mj. its my fault that im feeling so damn bored at his fren's place while he is enjoying himself with mj n im rotting. its my fault that since im rotting at someone else's place, i cant go mel's hse n play mj. n he can be so sarcastic to say that if i lose den he duno lor. wtf? lose lose la. i haben play den curse me. i doubt will win oso la, im so dulan. play mj how can pekcek wan. DUH

pissed